Being married is my favorite thing ever. Everyone keeps asking me what I think about being married, and honestly, it has been beyond amazing. I felt, a few days ago, for one of the first times, that we’re settling into marriage, which is a beautiful thing. It was nice to look out of the window a few days ago, see the shed that my husband painted, and kind of smile and think, “we’re building something together!” And I know, marriage isn’t all la la la kittens and baby turtles, but in the time that it is, I’m relishing the time and drinking it all in.
We got married at a pretty standard age I think, in fact, I’m a little older than some of my friends were getting married. But, I think I’m starting to get into the season of my life where I’m seeing a ton of weddings and a ton of engagements, and I’m so happy for folks. I am so pumped. But I wonder if any of these brides have experienced any of the engagement anxiety that comes with being engaged.
The reason this came up? A few days ago, I ran into a friend who was brand, brand, newly engaged. I spotted her hand sparkling and asked her about it. She raised her arm, almost zombie-like, and showed me.
“Oh my gosh,” I said! “When did you guys get engaged???!”
“Last night,” she quietly drawled.
She didn’t seem sad. But she didn’t seem happy. If anything, she seemed a little…stunned?
And I think that’s perfectly normal. You’ve just made the pre-commitment to commit to someone for the rest of your life. That said, it’s normal to feel:
- Stupid happy.
- Like a grown-up. You might not feel like a grown up, because grown ups, in your mind, are old and go to bed early. And they never drink too much. And all of a sudden, you’ve done something that really old grown people do. And you might start to feel old.
- A little stunned.
- Tired. You’re showing off your hand, you’ve recounted your proposal story about 400 times, and people keep asking when the date is, when you’ve only been engaged for like a week. It’s a lot of attention. I thought I liked attention before we got married. Woof, that was a lot.
I can’t speak for the men, but I’m fairly certain they too go through the “oh, shit” phase before it passes and you’re married to your best bud. So remember, my engaged friends, it’s okay to have some or all of the above feelings for a few weeks after engagement.
What was one big life change that had you stunned for a day or two?